I thought that I had forgotten. Maybe there are just days when my memory dims and my mind tricks me that it has purged you into oblivion. Such day is not today. Today I remember you with such ferocity. Emotions and passion, a giant wave that crashed on me from nowhere. I long for the … More 2014
There are days when I feel like I’ve got my shit together. You know that moment when you have that strong sense of certainty in all the actions you will undertake for the day. Nothing, not one thought, could ever make you feel otherwise. So you step out into your day, strong, brave, all shades … More Falling
Everyone around Begs you to understand them But no one ever bothers To understand the things that upset you. Things that defy logic, In the stupid way. Inefficiency. Ignorance. Sloth. Greed. I sometimes believe There isn’t anything worth looking forward to in this life.
And eventually… Back at being strangers again. Like we never knew each other. Cords cut. Finally. And yet, What a traitorous heart! Wanting the knife plunged in, All over again.
And then one day Without warning, No more emotional memories. Just like that, Heart swiped clean once again.
…and i wondered about the words you sent, The message of which Will never reach my consciousness.
Got to work, feeling the dark hovering over me. It got darker each passing minute.Thick, cloying… suffocating. A friend messaged me. “Ignore it”, she said. That’s how most of us exist each day, I guess. Struggling to fight the mundane, the stupidity, the lethargy swirling around us that is ever-present, undignified but proud, seemi gly … More The Dark
You are And always Will be The black hole To this recalcitrant heart.
You were once soft, Absorbing the world with eyes-wide open with wonder, Telling me What made your heart flutter The things that turned your lips Upward into a smile. I miss you I really, really do. I miss seeing the pages of a book In between your beautiful, delicate hands I miss your deep thoughts … More I remember